White-Winged Fever


difficult to express certain things, especially when they sound so fucking cliche like lines from a linkin park song (its true) but thats why they are written because those are feelings that people actually have. 

SO do you risk sounding like a whiney jackass or just say what you are feeling and hope it is taken the right way? fuck

day off

day off







doing a little research into various symptoms i have regarding various parts of my body / mind. it’s really interesting learning new things and being able to better understand what might be happening and how others relate/cope/etc.

though i do feel sorry for doctors who have to hear people’s paranoia about illness, etc. most people are so starved for something to suffer about so they can get attention that i wouldnt believe half of what most people said, lawl.

A woman is not written in braille, you don’t have to touch her to know her.
(via hugmoi)

wanting a week alone with you. no work or worrying about what time it is or where we have to go


There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
Friedrich Nietzsche  (via 1112pm)

i really want to be somewhere else

(with my family of course)

but here sucks a lot sometimes



I dunno I really tried man

The fact you’re creating though❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

^ always the most important part

buncha people i know just had babies. some of my family, people i knew from school and even a guy i dated, rofl. insane.

esp when some of them were(?) assholes back in the day.

good thing having a baby changes people and makes them get their shit together!

jk this is the south, but i suppose there’s a chance

  1. plasticseeds reblogged this from whitewingedfever and added:
    I have the same problem I’m always like “I should enjoy the sun and weather while I can…” but then always am like “nahhh…

I love being outside but I prefer like an ‘activity’ or something planned like laying out by the pool or something specific, otherwise im like ehhh what to do ! 

when its cold out i will be soo mad! rofl

mmm wings make me feel better. 

got up earlyish to have lunch, but napped from like 330 to 6, so. still trying to get up earlier, which i need to now while it’s nice out, because when it’s winter ill be like LOL it is so bad outside why ??

but then more reason to do creative things inside like sculpt and such … though i keep being held back by the idea of ‘well i dont know much about how to do it technically’, and stuff. not that ive learned how to do much of anything ‘technically’, i just do whatever